2012년 5월 17일 목요일

Ada Ape ye dalam seminggu ni ???

글쎄, 누가 알아 ? ,



  Kelip2 mata je, dah seminggu ku kerja kat office... baru tahu macam mane,  kerja macam ex-manager aku..
Macam2 benda sebenarnya jadi dalam seminggu sejak aku mula kerja ni, penat jangan cakap la.
Nak update ape2 kat blog  pun nga nga..

So first day,
- aku dah macam rusa masuk kampung. Orang paling first sampai office,pastu terpinge2  tunggu orang lain sampai office bawak kunci.. fine excited  sangat sebab , office hour start seawal  pukul 9.00 pg. Dah tu, time lunch hour, aku orang  yang paling excited sebab tak serapan ape lagi ..yelah bangun awal kan..

So my second day,
- macam biase org yang paling awal....tapi hari ni bukan pasal nak lunch ke ape, tapi upcoming design yang dorang nak promote untk raya. Ape lagi, artis janji datang kl 11 pg tapi make up artist sampai sama time ak sampai office..ape cer...tak pasal2 semua jenis kuli , manager, promoter ke sale assistant ke, turun padang gosok baju, punggah baju, macam lagi la...

Erm...... my third day,
- hari bermla macam biasa la.. tapi hari ni busy sebab ade stok baju baru sampai... nak kena check, pastu nak divide tuk semua branch boutique ,nasib la buat bende tu ngan  S.A . Bkan ape, kita bdak baru, walau pn pangkat tinggi sekali pun, malu gak nak suruh orang sesuka hati.. tolong2 la kan.. tapi tuhan je la tau, dah macam nak patah tulang pinggang aku..

....

Well my fifth day - today,
- saje skip hari keempat sebab event die sama macam hari  ni,..sesi ice breaking..
mostly semua citer pasal husband, tunang, pakwe.( keje tengah takde ,bos cuti demam lak, apelagi relax la..)
Pastu dorang tanye aku... " awak macam mane plak, dah ade pakwe ke , tunang ke?"
jawapan aku "................, blm ape2 lagi " tndk kpala terus bla..
bkan ak tak nak jawab soalan akak tu, yelah awak ni ade ape je soal cintan2 ni..
Semangat aku macam hari-hari semalam terus hilang , tak pun terbantut . ak duduk kat aku punye ntempat tu diam2 sambil fikir......masuk ni dah 2 kali secara official nya aku break ngan orang yang seharusnye jadi jawapan kepada soalan2 tu. Yang best, aku yang break kan  relationship tu... 

Ape nak jadi la kan aku ni....hakikatnye aku sendiri yang sakit ngan keputsan tu.. bukan soal tak pikir ke ape, sebab aku berpikir la jadinya macam ni...ape pun , ak je tah aku. Bukan mereka2 ni tak baik ke ape, tapi dorang masih ade jalan cerita yang sama jauh macam jalan cerita aku...walau apepn ak jujur ngan diri ak sendiri ,  aku amat sayang kan dia yang dulu tu lebih dari mereka2 ni. tapi ak sayang kan mereka2 ni gak..kala ade jodoh,kite continue jadi sbf (special best friend a.k.a boy friend) ok....



p/s: xoxoxo....






2012년 4월 28일 토요일

sorry,if i need to.............

정말 미안 해요, 당신이 이렇게 할 아무런 관심이 없었어.
 하지만 그것이 내가 선택의 여지가 없다는 것을 끝내고. 
줘서 고마워  당신과 함께 좋은 시간을 보내고 보자.


세계의 반대쪽에, 날 놓아 줘서 고마워요 혼자 정말 필요 해요.

p/s: 정말 미안 해요, 당신을 다시 만나고 싶습니다.

2011년 9월 19일 월요일

나는 아름다운 미소 .... : D


even i feel so tired today....but i willingly to smile  


sampai telinga la macam orang selalu kata.
walau apapun ,terima kasih la kat teman awok yang sorang ni ..
sbab dia membuatkan awok setia menanti kehadiranya ,
hanya untuk mendengar kata indah ,
 yang mampu membuat awok tersenyum sampai telinga..





awok sayang bebeniorr kat  kome..ate, kome sayang kat awok tak???
argh  persoalan yang awok tak beghani nak jawab sendiri.. biar la kome yang jawab kan...
i lav you lah...
awok cume menulis ni sebab nak luahkan rase trima kasih awok kat kome,
rasa sayang meluap-luap pun ade gak..(ishx3 dasat bebenior lak awok ni..) 




satu-satunye gambar kome yang awak ade..


p/s: 널 정말 사랑해 ..

2011년 9월 2일 금요일

i miss him so much.......................

kenyataan nya.....aku sangat merindui dia..
 hari  ni hari jadi dia..genap lah 5 tahun aku sambut hari jadi si dia ,
tanpa tuan empunye diri... mana lah dia menghilang. 
kalau pun aku dapat bertentang mata dengan dia lagi,
benda pertama yang aku nak bagitau ialah ,
aku nak minta maaf,sebab aku jadi penyebab dia teraniaya.
sejujur nye , aku tak ade niat langsung nak sakit kan hati dia...
:-(



2011년 8월 31일 수요일

tahun ni raya ...wa jadi tyko la....

Hehehe....alhamdulillah raya ni antara raya yang paling sederhana buat diriku and family..
tahun ni juggak la bermula nye aku memberi duit raya buat adik2 ku yang mereng 2 senget  ni.. Insyaallah , kalau ade rezeki lebih tahun depan, aku bagi kat budak lain ke.. parent and grand parent ke...
doa kan lah draegone dapat rezeki lebih....amin...
yang sampul chinesse new year  tu......aku bagi lah tu...
dah kabut sgt..sampul main tibai je......tyko la katekan...

2011년 8월 12일 금요일

my friend ,and they are my college friend forever and ever..

Being the only girl that wear hijjab( tudung) ,i am proud to here , in your memory guys...love you and love me too..


here is some memory that i have about all my friend since the first day i know them..and there is lot  more.
We had  grown  a lot than our first day in college, yet our friendship grow much closer than before...
seriously, i feel so emo when think about it,coz  after this precious  moment, 
all of us will go with our own destiny and pathway that we choose for our future..
some will continue  studies, and other will go on work( like me..)
so guys, hope this moment will last forever and ever.. till end ..

























 well guys, you are rock forever rock...

2011년 8월 3일 수요일

FYP!!!

i would  like to sound like this... 

like a what?!?!?!?    

F.Y.P.???

ape tu????
 bukan   J.Y.P  ke, tak pun P.J.B ke, JYJ ke..

kenapa mesti   F.Y.P??
any way this is my teaser for my FYP..  so check it out...yoyoyoyo





p/s: here the link..teaser...

2011년 8월 2일 화요일

butang itu.....

Setiap kali aku nak tekan je butang tu, air mata ni mengalir laju tanpa di tahan langsung.


 Hati bercelaru, otak terhenti berfikir, ape jadi kalau aku tetap tekan butang tu? adakah kesengsaraan yang aku pendam akan kembali bersarang?atau ade cahaya baru yang menanti .....

2011년 7월 21일 목요일

me and janny found seoul in kl??

what a tiring day...thanks to my dearest friend janny,pak guard pavillion,akak shopping,it's skin store (for give me free pack of YE effector..^^)for making my day wonderfull..yeay
and another exciting matter was me and janny had found seoul in kl ?!?! sound impossible...huh^^
but that's kinda true..
we just treat our self in hot sunny day with an ice tube(from korea.. for sure)and clicking some cu-ierd (cute+weird) photo of us..
haha..i am so tired..








2011년 7월 15일 금요일

SERANGAN terhadap makcik gerai....

"sorry la cik, saya dah lapar sangat dah ni." dalam hati mengelodak-lodak, tapi muka cool je..tangan tunjuk tu, tunjuk ni.

"3 seringgit dua dik." " takpe  saya amik..makcik bungkus je kuih yang saya tunjuk ni.." lapar gile bunyi nye waktu bercakp ngan makcik tu..

 dah ambik kuih ngan muka garang, bayar la..masa tu takde jimat2.. jalan pelan2  ,rase-rase dah jauh sikit dari gerai makcik tu...ape lagi lari mencicit la kite ni bawak diri dan makanan bawah pokok yang redup dan rendang(bukan rEndang makanan tu)..

melantak puas2 , tetibe ade lak budak sekolah lalu, hai bwat muka cool, ciau la dari tempat tu..tinggal sebungkus lagi kuih ni nak habis.. ish bebudak ni...nyibuk je..ape lagi makan sambil menyorok la.... dalam hati "tak senonoh tul aku ni."
ni la kuih yang tinggal sebungkus tu...
p/s: lapar lagi lepas kejadian tu..tapi malu nak gi gerai makcik tu..


2011년 7월 13일 수요일

당신과 함께 또는없이 하루

당신과 함께 하루 ..

 난 당신의 미소를 참조하십시오.
난 너의 웃음소리가 듣고
  난 당신의 사랑을 느낄
당신은 날 잘 치료

당신없이는 하루 ..

난 당신의 미소를 볼 수 없습
난 너의 웃음소리가 듣고 수 없습
난 당신의 사랑을 느낄 수 없습
내 가슴이 아파요....





2011년 7월 6일 수요일

my heart felt numb.... so numb..

왜? why? kenape?..

Yang pergi sama dengan  yang datang, yang sakit sama dengan yang pulih,  perit dengan lega . Mana satu  perasaan yang harus aku akur . Dia yang pergi amat memeritkan tapi dia yang datang membawa bahagia. Hati ni rasa kaku macam kena bius....numb . Yang mana harus dilepaskan ,yang mana harus digenggam erat.. Yang pergi membawa hati ku lari, yang datang membawa hati untuk diisi

this picture belong to kh2rac

2011년 7월 3일 일요일

we share almost everything.... without knowing....

and he like me as i like him without us knowing..till the fate is decided..
 OMG....
after 2 1/2 year being a "good friend",i just realize  that how much common thing that we had.
ALMOST  E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G.
his favorite colour,drink,food,song,film,drama,style,fashion,..etc . even we had same idea on our few assignment..the only different is our language and gender ...for sure.this song really really remind me all of the similarities fact about us ...peace..i just remember all.. sorry dude..now i just understand  all the sign that he show off to me..he really mean it...so the asnwer is..... me too..

                               aishiteruyo!!!


2011년 6월 29일 수요일

me....within the fortnight....

its me...



within the fortnight,
i was blur enough..


it turn me into a femme fatale.....


2011년 6월 15일 수요일

it scary if you shopping alone............................. and i am blusssshing!!!!!!

its totally scary enough if you are shopping alone..
and i had that horrible experience yesterday..


the story begin... yet after my class,i decide to go shopping (that i never done alone or by myself).
reach the shopping mall, i set my watch  that it should be at least around 2 hour of shopping especially choosing  cloth..i am looking for semi formal or funky formal look for my first meeting with our  first client for our future crazy  corporate project..  i am DONK!!!! 
within few minute, i have done choosing cloth that have a nice design but i prefer buy one piece only...coz i just target 1 piece,not 2..
now the scarry part is which one that i should choose... all of them just suit the style that i wanted.....aaaarghhhhhh!!!!
it scared me enough.....어떻게?.....
at last, i decide to choose the simple one.... my nightmare ....
this is just the jacket..not the one that i buy...






now this is different story..
i am blussshing enough today.. on my facebook profile , i just upload my new latest profile pix...after a long process of editing..
few moment of using my new pix as  profile pix,...... someone click like button,and privately love the pix..(cant show how he comment)
i'm wandering who is that and......it SHOCK!!! it's him again...OMG ,he make me super blast  blussssshing.....he always do that... but why???? owh  did he know that i secretly admire him toooo????




wish can show you the comment but i wouldn't do that..
my current profile pix after editing process...
p/s: bdak ni slalu sangat mengalah ngan kite... (-_^)''   wat do you think sis??



2011년 6월 13일 월요일

이게 대체 뭐야? what the hell is that?

seriously  i would say this s***.. 
berjengkang mata aku buat assignment , lecture kate ade makhluk hampeh meniru assignment tu...
berapi  la wei...
walaupun lect tak bagitau sape tiru sape,..
.anggaran 17-20 org ade...
banyak tu....
harapanku...
takdela orang meniru folder aku..
dah la aku buat simple je...
tu pun sampai tak tidur malam  wo...

message to the liar:
i see you in the hellll.
jumpe kat google je bende ni pun....

2011년 6월 11일 토요일

blow wind blow... blow away my love to you...........

'blow wind blow....
 blow away my love to you...'


kalau lah perasaan sayang tu objek  padat (solid),
dah lama  saya letakkan perasaan tu depan awak ... 
BAMM!! ni perasaan saya... awak nampak tak..
kalau berat perasaan tu ... saya seret depan awak,
kalau ringan perasaan tu ...saya  tiup je depan awak,
kalau nipis  perasaan tu... saya poskan je macam surat,
kalau tebal perasaan tu... saya pos gune kurier..
cakaplah macam mana awak nak saya tunjuk kan perasaan saya.??

macam mana pulak awak tunjuk kan perasaan awak pada saya?
awak kata, perasaan tu macam angin,udara,bunyi,..
....
awak tau tak ..saya tunggu awak dengan perasaan ini .
perasaan ni makin lama makin berat.
nak seret pun tak larat
nak tiup pun tak terbang
nak pos pun tak nipis macam surat dah,
nak hantar pakai kurier berat sesangat dah..
 kalau saya dapat hantar pun jauh sangat...
saya tak mampu nak hantar..tapi kalu awak dah tak ade.........
saya tak mampu nak berada dekat sebelah awak,
saya tak mampu  nak dengar suara awak,
saya tak mampu nak tengok awak senyum,
yang saya mampu,
simpan semua kenangan awak dalam kotak hati saya rapat-rapat..
senyuman ,suara,hawa bila awak dekat saya,
semua nya mungkin untuk kali terakhir.
tapi saya harap ada kenangan baru dari awak untuk saya..
hari-hari saya berharap....hari itu bukan hari terakhir ...??













(p/s: ni bukan lah lirik lagu tapi luahan hati...jangan salah faham sudah..)




2011년 6월 4일 토요일

some time........seriously its funny??

i don't get it..
its funny  enough to play with other people fate and destiny???
 its not funny at all.
it is a serious matter yo..
we both human,
i respect yours ,you respect mine.
thats all..



2011년 5월 31일 화요일

my new blog....and only photo-blog..


 blog baru ni merupakan luahan hati ku melalui kaca mata lensa kamera milik ku..
chakk..!!!!
..sudi2 lah menjengah..

2011년 5월 15일 일요일

Hangout with my new darling.......shiokkkk!!!!


Kepuasan tahap tak brape melampo( sebab tak bawak cermin mate,rabun tak nampak sangat),sebab dapat lepas kan gian nak g jalan-jalan,ngan darling baru plak tu...best la ape lagi..
 Tidak dilupekan saat melantak..nasib makan sushi kt sushi king je.. kalau tak bankrap ..


Tpi paling tak boleh bla.. sandal yang tersarung dikaki, tak match langsung ngan baju ...sah dah kabut sangat..
Anyway , memang sangat-sangat best la harini.. tak sesingkat itu perjalanan ku hari ni. 

Aku sempat singgah rumah nenda ku  dan ajak die bermalam kat teratak ku.. sayng nenek ngan atuk..so check out my flickr page for some photo that i took during the time..